Friday, 1 January 2010

Brand New Year!

Happy New Year!

A brand new year, a brand new post from my brand new laptop in the (not so) new bed in my new apartment.

We always hope for changes, positive changes, when the New Year comes. I have trouble picturing in my head that we are in 2010. It means that this coming fall, I will have been sexually active for 16 years!

How is that possible? I still remember the guy who deflowered me, even if I do not remember the deflowering itself. I also remember cheating on him with his best friend (coincidentally, my best friend's boyfriend also) a few months after my first time. Did I had slutty root even back then?

I was a bit clueless as to what we needed to do with our pubes back then, only having them for a few months anyway, so I shaved them all off. I remember he was surprised and asked me if I had any hair down there already.

Oh and the first time I got fingered (by him), it was while his best friend and my best friend were fondling each other too, on the couch next to us.

And I remember the same weekend, I watched my first complete porn movie; along with them and 2-3 other friends.

So yeah, thinking back, I was always a slut, even at first.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

Have your friends from that special weekend turned into sluts as well? Perhaps, it was just a question of being exposed to sex early on.