Tuesday, 23 October 2012

Moving day

So that awkward moment where you realize you have no idea where your sex toys are in your new condo.

You fully remember packing them.  God oh god where are they.  I just need the largest one between the tender lips of my wet cunt right now.

Going through all the rooms of your new place naked, almost in panic, at 2 am wasn't how I pictured spending my night.

May be I should just get an on call fuck buddy instead or rummaging for dildos.

Sunday, 17 June 2012


I need mine pounded like a thick steak about now. Preferably while being choked.

Sunday, 10 June 2012


She was laying on her stomach, being mouthfucked.

The other one was fucking her ass.

They were using her.  Telling her that`s all a whore like her was good for.

I came.

Thursday, 7 June 2012

Just a touch

Sometimes my body knows whats best.

I`m not even done finding a good video that turns me on and BAM.

Mind blowing, squirting orgasm.

Thursday, 31 May 2012

Cherry flavoured

So I can't schlick off without lube anymore.

For years, my own wetness was enough.  Dunno what changed.  I even cum differently since I moved to Ontario.  Weird stuff.

So the first lube I bought, at 18, was cherry flavoured.  Some sticky substance that would get warm when you blow on it.  Fun blow job times, but a bit too sickly sweet after a while.

Still today the scent of strong artificial cherry gets me going.

So I'll let you guess the scent of my new lube.

Sunday, 27 May 2012

So I'm reading 50 Shades of Grey

Reminds me of 2 of my exes merged together.

And making me wanton for a relationship with a Dominant again.

Someone who's whole world would revolves around me.  Treats me like a princess by day, fucks me like a wanton whore at night.

It's frankly impossible to find a good balance in that domain.

All I wanted

All I wanted was to kneel in the corner and have you fuck my face, while I rubbed my clit out.

In that tiny studio apartment I had.  With the pull-out couch and the old style fridge.

I wanted you to treat me like a whore.

Fuck my face some more.

Saturday, 26 May 2012

Good for.

He's taking me from behind.

 One hand grasping a chunk of my hair, at the base of my head. The other grabbing a breast, with a hard and hungry firmness; suddenly releasing it to go molest my clit.

I am screaming.

His fullness devouring me from inside. Over my own screams, I can barely hear it when he whispers huskily that this is all that i'm good for. He leaves me, so quickly I gasp in surprise.

Coated with my juices, his cock head poke around my anus urgently. He's gonna fuck my ass. He's gonna tear me in two.

He does. He slows down at first. Stressed, my hole clams up.

He repeats himself. This is all I'm good for, I agree outloud as he finally enter me to the hilt.

I squirt.

 He's rubbing my clit so fast I couldn't help it. Pleasure and Pain. Used.

Wednesday, 15 February 2012

Happy VD

Safe sex. I guess I should count my blessing, I made it to 31 years old without catching any nasty diseases or infections down there.

But god, do I hate condoms. No matter how terrific the maker pretends they are, how thin and "barely there" the box claim it is, I feel someone is trying to shove a sausage wrapped in Glad up my hoo-ha.

Sometimes I think I get in relationships for the wrong reasons: I wanna skip the condoms, not share my love and my life with that someone.

Tuesday, 31 January 2012

House would have guessed it in 45 minutes.

pulled a muscle in the back of my thigh today.
guess how.


i couldnt cum
so frustrating.
so i did it until the angle, position, friction and determination made me cum.

little did i realize i was holding my leg up in the air in a weird position too long.

result? im limping.

Sunday, 15 January 2012

Used and abused

How is a sub supposed to know when they're being abused, not dominated? Can they take control back to fix the situation or is that something the dom controls?

Having never really faced this situation, I had to get thinking a lot.

What I am gonna say will be controversial and misunderstood, but some people are in abusive situations and they are happy about it.

Some subs might consider themselves slaves and enjoy being beaten up by their masters. Some subs are actually quite assertive and "dominant" in their everyday lives and need a Dom that understand that once play time is over, they go back to being partners.

That last part is something I always had trouble with. I am a type A personality: I control everything and anything, at all time. Except in bed. That's how I get my fun, I disconnect, I become a fuck puppet. Someone's toy to enjoy. I would quickly see the difference between being abused and dominated cause I do no let the submission out of the bedroom.

Tuesday, 10 January 2012


Is orgasm denial a valid dom tool. If so, why does it work?

It's my opinion, as one, that a sub is much easier to control and dominate when denied orgasms.

Let's be honest, when we climax, the letdown we experience lowers one's enthusiasm to serve, to please, to submit. We're done, we had our fun.

And it's cumming a fundamental right? Live, breathe, cum? Being denied this, allowing someone to experience an orgasm, is truly an ultimate submission.

It says "I own you. You cum at my pleasure. Not yours".

Friday, 6 January 2012

Age ain't nothing but a number - 2

So I have friends in kinky places. Some are new to the kinkdom, some are experimented players.

And to help with the path of self discovery, I offered to write on some subject that may or not be of interest to me.

I like discussing kink, even in abstract concepts.

Age play (daddy/diaper fetishes included) versus Dom/sub relationships

I can see how they could be easily confused. I think it's normal sometimes to want to be nurtured, especially when sex was rough or took a lot out of you. I know sometimes I want to curl up to my lover as he spoons me, suck my thumb and call him Daddy.

I think I mentioned before how I have no daddy issues. No one was as tall, as wonderful, as smart and as perfect as me in my father's eyes. So this need call someone Daddy doesn't come from lack of love from my own father. It comes from wanting to feel loved, cared for and nurtured after sex took a lot out of me.

I am very open sexually, but I'm not into fecal matters sex. Heck ass to mouth has to be preceded by a couple of enemas until I feel my ass is cleaner than an operating room. For such, I certainly wouldn't be into diaper play. I actually wouldn't be comfortable role-playing an infant.

I need to look up to my mate, he needs to be strong, dominant, secure. Thus, I couldn't reverse the roles either and play mommy to an overgrown baby.

And are age plays related to Dominant/submissive relationships? Sometimes, yes. But I think most Doms would agree: it's more rewarding to have a smart grown woman submit sexually to you than having to handle a baby.

Tuesday, 3 January 2012

Oral Exam

I got into the subject of blowjob technique with a coworker the other day.

It's her belief that guys enjoy the dominant aspect of the thing. A pretty woman, looking lustly at him, his thick cock parting her greedy lips, being pleasured like a king.

It's funny cause I don't feel dominant when a guy goes down on me. If anything, I feel very submissive, exposed, used.

What do you like about mouth loving?