You know the sex with someone is so good that even if they annoy the hell out of you and backstab you at any given moment, you still come running when they wave their cock at you.
The rationnal thing to believe is that if I was being fucked by more cocks lately, I wouldn't focus on this one so much.
But I can't stop thinking about it. I wish it was deep inside all my holes one after another all the time. I wish I was slave to that cock.
Or I just really need to get a good fuck elsewhere.